The last few months have been the most...trying...draining and...let's face it, boring that I've ever had in my life.

I lost most of my friends trying to tell them what to do, where to go and how to get there, probably because everyone had been telling me for the last year.
If I didn't loose them that way, I lost them by telling them I liked them as more than a friend.
Yes...I did this to more than one...and I'm thinking about doing it again so everyone watch yourselves.

I feel what it's like to be forgotten. It's like I've died and no one was sad. The people I thought cared really didn't...and the ones that did, have died themselves and locked their souls away in their own personal hells leaving me walking by their cells, looking in at them through the bars, calling out to them, only to get mumbles in return.

On a better note I brought a brand new car 2 weeks ago, and it's fun. I'm also thinking about going to go see Jeff Dunham too...comic genius... Also Ironman is coming out on DVD soon and...I'm totally going to do at least one crossover artwork beteen him and Atlantis (because Stark is totally the child of McKay and Sheppard (NO! NOT LIKE THAT!)) As well as start up on my Atlantis drawings again.